Agony Ft. John Matalone of VCTMS


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Special thanks for John Matalone being part of this track.
Check out his band VCTMS!
Also big help to Erik Stacy of Altered Perceptions at Darklord recordings for the recording and mixing!


There's always something to bring me back.
I have repeated this too many times.
Somehow I always find myself here.
I can't find an answer to all this.
Agony oh agony.
Why haven't you left yet?
Save me oh save me.
You always find a way back inside.
So the story goes.
It won't never leave.
So the story goes.
Twisted thoughts in my head.
So the story goes.
Why am I the one who only feels this way?
(I see) snakes in the eyes of my friends.
Frayed ends dont amends.
All the paths to you lead me down dead ends.
Now I live in the dark, always constant disbelief.
If theres one thing that I know.
I dont feel human and I lack strength to grow.
I'm losing everyone.
I'm left with nothing.
Just another beginning.
I can't make it work.
I'm going berserk.
So the story goes.
Am I insane?
Or is it in my head?


released November 1, 2016



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